This is the fourth n final time (hopefully) im changing my email-ID. I don’t know what the hell is happening to my email accounts. Every time I create one it gets a loophole in between.

Let me tell u my story before u start to think of me as a de-facto fool…I had created my first ever email ID as rediff which was . I was happy with this ID until the day i noticed why i was receiving no mails. The thing was nobody even cared to see the “1” (as in “one “) attached to the end of my name in the ID and those who saw mistook it for “l” which made it look “pail” (as in “to fetch a pail of water”) ..really pale!!! Frustrated i decided to go in for a new Id as one does by shifting his home to a new location when he goes thriving for a pail of
water at his old location… Whatever!. My new home…err…i mean my new ID was now at yahoo …the most trusted inboxes as mentioned by my friends…..n now i was verrrrry careful not to have another “pail” in my list of pathos. I made it 2004 ..heee….that was my new ID … ….Happy n lucky was I when i received the first mail which from yahoo itself stating that I was welcome onboard to their domain n to have fun with my latest
inbox…But I think my happiness was bound to that single mail only..bcoz i never got any mails after that….The thing was that I had actually registered in as n to that moment n further I bragged about my new ID as being at . maybe bcoz i was “com”ming too well with the internet excitement. Till then i had registered in many groups which included my college friends group too and my tragedies spawned me in a way that i had to get the mails by logging in to the group inbox bcoz i never got any of the single mails in my personal inbox due to my gr8 knowledge about com or phew! what a racket these people were making by distributing their pains over different servers i fail to understand n still more to withstand. Okay Okay u got it I am indeed a fool..but now that i armed with this enlightenment i was all in ready for a brand new ID …an ID which would be very simple to remember for all and the most important be placed at a single server…no com plz. Voila! or should i say Lo and Behold! my new Id was ready once again coming back to my previously faithful website..yes which boasted about its lightning fast mail delivery called that was the mistake i forgot to tell you about….i had given my friends my email Id as ..instead of . On yes! now i know y had i not got my mails on that ID ….but forget i am going to have a new Id thats what i had in my mind. Then the ID became a very short n friendly one which was . I was in the fast track for my Id beared the signs of 2005 even when the year was 2004 so much to my despair that one my friends commented that ID’s are not meant to be updated every year as done to antivirus….the joke was pathetic indeed as my mail Id’s.. . Just have an edge over my new found happiness in the form of my short ID along with the power of 1GB storage i was over the rage of losing my previous ID’s..yeehaa 1GB ..i could only dream of mailing a movie in there. Then I thought if i was to keep all my friend’s forwards without deleting any of them in my inbox i would lose a track of any important message from any website or job offers (i have registered over so many places that sometimes get surprised to see my name present in the list of ID’s at different websites). So i thought of going for a special ID for formal mails strictly. Enchant as it new born infants come out with their chants i had created another ID ..abracadabra..gilli gilli phoo… my number of ID’s groo..umm…i mean grew…. n the formal Id after a larger than life thoughts over it became . Now everything seemed to go normal and i started to receive the group mails at these ID’s ..phew! I thought this was an end to the long wait for a trustworthy ID…but sometimes long lasting batsmen too get run out..n that happened with my ID too…but before that let me tell you that i had notified n told my friends that my first ID was n I was still using it n a hell of mails i had received in it. Now let me tell you how it was hijacked n i couldnt use it no more……how bore! Once i got the opportunity to surf in the college a rare opportunity as for me to get a chance n excited I was that I opened my inbox to check my mails ..ok that wasn’t the bad part of it. The thing was I had little knowledge that auto complete feature exists in this Internet Explorer which sometimes makes me hate it…but all the very good if u avoid typing the username n pwd everytime u wanna login but it is dangerous all the very same outside your premises…n to my ill luck that bloody feature was kept on n i wasn’t aware!!!!
i logged off after checking my mails n the next day when i wanted to log in my ID n pwd came on the click of a mouse n i was shell shocked to see it…did it mean anybody could have used my inbox ?? anyways there isn’t much more than crap but still…. but my worst fears were yet to come when i discovered that the ID n pwd gave me an error saying “Invalid User”…hmm ..i shd have guessed it..somebody crept into my inbox yesterday n changed the cheap of that person..n then i thought what a fool I was to lose my first ever ID in this way..hey its not fair!!…try hacking it ..take a challenge …why work on my foolishness…utter distress!…to add it all in a mess. So now I look like a traditional fool. Anyways let me continue from where I stopped..ahh..yess…my new ID nitin2005 was indeed as I thought it was for me a lucky ID..coz my friends never jotted down but yet seemed to remember it n to top of it I received all of my mails in my inbox n all all my forwards in others n I was so excited that I became the forwards bomber amongst my friends since their inboxes seemed to chants only my name..fame!! at last..ahh this was so revealing…err…relieving…made me sing..ohh la la la… Yet as nature has some disasters planned for u in its inbox it forwarded some in mine n the day was 10th of march where the songs n fame came to a halt….whose fault? I have no idea. My inbox seemed to behave very erratically coz my mails now never reached anybody’s inbox after the 10th (I came to know this in form of a surprise thru my friend’s comments who asked me if my PC was down coz he received no forwards)..drat! n double drat!… What should I now say…curse my fate or gloom on my state…mate?..umm…well finally I had decided to have a final ID that I wouldn’t ever betray me like this n then came in Gmail with its beta version on email client n since yahoo was so popular n as said by others the most secure I thought lets give both a damn..i mean ..try….once again I am back in form with my yahoo account which they r saying will turn to 1GB storage …yeehaaa…I mean..yaaahoo…..
n the rest as they say is history…

My current ID is as my official one n I have kept another just in case that too gives away but isn’t gmail a beta version….boohoo!!…when am I gonna get a secure Id where I can trust
to get the mails i want….somebody plzzz help


Sense and Sensibility

God has made the mankind…. Much to his surprise he got the idea to give man a sense to think and sensibility to enact the things he sensed.. Sometimes this means a whole lot of complexity to think how a man is structured..How was he incarnate to his sole living stature that he dwells in the current environment…Ever thought about it! ..How could we! …Where do we have the time to give simple thoughts a touch when the time is to enjoy to the fullest or spend the span running behind accomplishments.

just I wonder how our brain was made…So little to come in our palms yet so fragile that one misalignment might take away an entire lifespan..How does such a tiny tot control our lives that we become so much established in our senses that besides ours we start to control the lives of others or take to rule over the entire mankind…phew! That’s one hell of a craziest inventions man can dreams of making…Of making something that would start to live on its own…Get established..Get diligent to grasp the facts..Get more mature and finally to earn a livelihood …

I thank god in every aspect…n I respect the way he has made us evolve ..Its a great feeling just to think about how a child who cuddles to his mother …The next day crawls..The third day starts to talk..n after some years gets so much a sense that his visions can foresee the advent of a new glory that mankind has yet to witness…An inventor…An philosopher ..A evangelist…A ruler…u name it ..What man cannot become!! theres no doubt that we are the sole survivors n will be in the ages hereafter ….

sense n sensibility for the mankind,
is a virtue that we have to embed,
n make the mortal senses immortal,
by rising from the paths that have been tread.

viva – la – viva

vivas have started finally ..the last of the season after which no more vivas ..yes the completion of BE would mark the end of the histioric struggle between life n studies in the college campue n i am gonna miss them …yea unless i do get them cleared !!!

ANN…eeks …that subject which makes me shriek…i am gonna recommend not to any geek to take a subject as such which makes me weak….
phew! i managed to get past the first obstcale of ANN vivas ….maybe it was OKAY acc to me ..lets see what the examiner in store for me.

3 more to go..DC, MS , SS…quite friendlier than ANN….aargh!..i hate to take its name…

as per the wise man said “Artificial Intelligence is no match for natural stupidity”

yea…indeed Artificial neural networks ( ANN ) is more bheja fry than a subject..but let me clarify… i am not a stupiddddd…it was enforced on me..plzzz….

may the lord help me out from the main exams…Amen!

Say to your fullfillment

I am reeling under the thoughts of some enlightened sayings…mine..of course
Here are a few samples of them…

On the lines of philosophy, my thoughts run around in circles….. 🙂

The downpour of tears is the amalgamation of weathered mind and the resillenece of the body towards pain…

Tender thoughts are salvaged by peacefull minds…

Rascals are just the metaphors for traumatized saints…

In the land of jesters…the tenancy of buffoonary might be a pretence…but the mirth sought from it sure can avert maladies !!!

Type in your comments…or add a few sayings yourself…maybe we can have a collection here…

Feeling Triumphant !!

Finally, the day has arrived. The day which i was eagerly waiting for.Yes, its the day of the final visit to th company for showing the demo of the project and taking a last goodbye for good. I had a hell of a time doing the coding of the project but all in all it was a thorough adventurous and good learning experience through which i wish to make new paradigms for my next step in future.

The project according to me can be defined as a state of art and creativity since I have put in the maximum of my potentials for completing it and the major reason for my happiness is that I am thoroughly satisfied with its outcomes and the expressions of achievement on the one who required us to do the project.

Tomorrow’s the big day..hope so we have a joy ride back home..n a final sense of celebration..
but hey wait a moment…two weeks later I am having my vivas..oh no..mummmmmy!!!!

Unfathomed Fragilities

Unfathomed Fragilities

Ever since I thought about it,
It made me feel somewhat better,
The things I wanted to achieve,
Revolved around my desires for her.
She was someone I felt near to me,
Closer to her, I tried to make her feel,
Some things cant be controlled I then realized,
For she was in love with someone I despised.
Out of the blue no one seems so close,
She seemed to be my guide on the paths I chose,
Always to be with her, was one wish I held,
To rise to new heights from the ones in which I dwelt,
I used to ask myself if this is right?
My life with her seemed ever so bright,
Why then the situation for me was being so tight?
Such that I felt like being in darkness in daylight.
Sure they were strong the way I would say,
The feelings for her are lost but I do fear them stay,
No future even though have with her, I could,
Kept pushing me, in my mind that I should,
Left right from the day, my mind, wandering,
I had to her, been, over depth, surrendering,
Lost, I don’t wish to be in miseries as such,
In trying to fade away the thoughts that,
I loved her so much…….


You are a stranger!

Queer are the ways of this world.Sometimes you meet people around you who often seem that they are very much interested in the way you have been living and how your past life has been untill this moment. Such people show you there deep rooted affection and tend to somewhat make you feel that you are made to be theri friend at some point in life and bestow your trust on them. They make you feel that they will cooperate with you always whatever the path you seem to chose and lend their helping hand whenver you are heading for the swamp!!

Well, I must say such people make you feel so much theirs that you would like to leave no stone unturned for any of their matters. Well is the point I would like to make! This life is a purpose for all of us. We dwell in this world to fulfill that purpose.We do not know whom we are surviving for…some think its for their family..some for their children…some for others…and some for themselves….But comrade! I would like to tell you that in this entire world in all of your senses you are a total stranger..and you live for no one except for the one who wants you to lead this life for overcoming the tasks for which this life was bestowed to you!

Just think about it! How many people that you trusted for life have given their much needed shoulder when tears trickled in your eyes or how much sorrows has anyone shared with you to lighten you up. Some surely would have done it but i would like to voice a question…was this help entirely out of their self or had it some underlying selfishness..Everybody is selfish for his or her requirements ..not necessarily monetory but some upto amount it does! So you can now ask a question to yourself ..If everyone is selfish then who are you in this world…A person who lies meekly on others support to fulfill their expectations or just another person in their life to make them memorable for you without a reason at all..Doesnt that make you in real sense a total stranger in your own thoughts??